[ a song lyrics and i got something to say ]

惡作劇 - 王藍茵

我找不到很好的原因
去阻擋這一切的情意
這感覺太奇異 我抱歉不能説明

我相信這愛情的定義
奇蹟會發生也不一定
風溫柔的清晰 也許飄來好消息

一切新鮮 有點冒險
請告訴我怎麼走到終點
沒有人瞭解 沒有人像我和陌生人的愛戀

我想我會開始想念你
可是我剛剛才遇見了你
我懷疑這奇遇只是個惡作劇

我想我已慢慢喜歡你
因為我擁有愛情的勇氣
我任性 投入你給的惡作劇 你給的惡作劇

我找不到很好的原因
去阻擋這一切的情意
這感覺太奇異 我抱歉不能說明

我相信這愛情的定義
奇蹟會發生也不一定
風溫柔的清晰 也許飄來好消息

我才發現你很耀眼
請讓我再瞧瞧你的雙眼
沒有人瞭解 沒有人像我和陌生人的愛戀

我想我會開始想念你
可是我剛剛才遇見了你
我懷疑這奇遇只是個惡作劇

我想我已慢慢喜歡你
因為我擁有愛情的勇氣
我任性 投入你給的惡作劇 你給的惡作劇


这首歌, 很有意义. 你们信不信我会把自己喜欢的男孩让给别人? 还是算了吧, 你们都不会信的. 我不是那种喜欢一个人就马上去枪, 竟然我喜欢的人别人都喜欢了, 我看还是算了吧, 就让给别人吧. 我承认我是不敢面对事实, 那又怎么样. 就算我面对了事实, 我能得到什么? 就算我喜欢的那个男孩喜欢我, 又怎么样. 我依然还是我自己. 难道我们在一起? 这是不可能的事情. 我才十二岁而已. 而且, 我还没到谈恋爱的年龄. 我觉得, 我慢慢开始喜欢一个人了. 他不在学校的, 不要乱乱猜.

[ haha ]

this morning bout 10.40am something my grandparents they all reach our house. sob, my grandpa never come. haiz. only my popo, jiujiu, jiumu and cousin brother. today we ate our lunch at pizza hut. lol. i eat till full till dont know how to say. haha. then we go to jusco there, my mum want buy the ingredients to make the fake sushi. haha. she want teach my jiumu how make ma. then me and sis never follow them. my brother, cousin brother and jiujiu go play game. me and sis go to buy our magazine. i bought the 'color' magazine, almost every 'color' magazine got fahrenheit and danson de. i like that magazine. then after buying, me and sis go back the supermarket there find popo, jiumu and mum. then we just follow them walk here walk there lo. then somemore me and sis met till ms annie at jusco. haha. then cause our car still washing ma, all of us go to the game area there ma. me and sis felt bored in there. then we take rm5 from mum and rm5 from jiujiu. but then only got rm10. then i take rm10 from my wallet out then my sis go change to token ma. then me and sis go take photo. haha. then take till half we call jiumu come and take. then finish taking me and sis decorate lo. then we show our mum. then i ask my mum whether jiumu leng lui or not. then my say yes, of course leng. haha. tomorrow we still have to go out again. go shopping walk till leg pain man. lols.

erm something almost forgotten. on thursday, yong xin told me that 30 august is kieran's birthday, means today lo. well. happy birthday, kieran. lol. that time kieran ask me what present i want give him. sorry har. i bo lui buy present. all my money waste on the magazine and take photo. the take photo money is shwu shen call me help her keep de. die lo this time. i finished all my money in my wallet. die lo. before tuesday i must earn back all these money liao. erm sorry har, shwu shen. that day you gave me rm10. i'll give back you rm10. okay ma? ^^

[ erm hemm ]

zzz, erm hem, erm now is 2pm. wait. just 2pm?!?! lols. nvm. bored. today no science extra class. and hor, nowadays so many block teaching. is quite fun 6d pupils come into our class but...haiz, nothing la. next week still got block teaching you know. normally block teaching only maths and bm got 6d pupils come into our class. the rest just like normaly but just that lesson is so long. lols, minimum two hours. bored till dont know how to say. next tuesday morning slot gotta have science then after break is bm. for wednesday, morning slot is maths, after break slot is english. then thursday arh, erm, forgot liao. psps. then friday one is same like today lo, bm liao then english. lols. so bored la now.

haiz. today kar yen also never come to school. lols. arh, something almost forgotten. happy birthday, my brother. lols. today actually i want tell you de, but then you keep calling me puan what puan what. eat shit la. hehe, but then today he gave us rm5, we take the money go makan. cause we help him something liao. haha. lols.

[ lame but quite funny ]

today is a lame day. omg. today before break that time, we sit with 6a students ma. then the mandy ask me why my hair got red one. then i say dont know and whatever. lol, ask me for what. i hate this question. nvm.

then after break the 6r girls and boys seperate liao. boys sit with 6a students, girls sit with 6d students. then dont know which teacher go call the jun jian exchange place with azlinda. azlinda actually sit beside me de. then become the jun jian sit beside me. then behind jing mun that wei hung dont know what happen keep calling me ''sheryl, sheryl'' then laughing. i also dont know he call me for what. lame la him. then jing mun say to me ''sheryl, today you very lucky hor''. lols, want hit her liao. what lucky. then the jun jian go say me ''pig face''. sob, he har, every time say me one. lols. nvm. then dont know which teacher go call sean sit in front of jing mun. then jing mun sit beside me ma. then also so many people looking me and laugh. lol, he sit infront jing mun not me okay. then azlinda sit behind me and wei hung sit behind jing mun ma. then a few minutes later, suddenly i saw wei hung behind me. lols. i'm surrounded by 6d boys. sob, nvm.

i just know that today is a lame day. the shwu shen and kar yen bad bad never go school. haiz. then today me and jing mun also wear uniform ma. we thought wear uniform no need march ma, mana tahu when we come out from hall teacher say everyone MUST march. let them za dao. haiz.

today break and lunch time, me and jing mun also join the pooi peng, ching li and lee yen. then today break time pooi peng borrow my phone, apathen, she go see my themes then send to her phone. lols. then ching li borrow jing mun phone. hehe. lols. lunch time, jing mun buy food but i didnt. hehe, actually cause i forgot bring money. but then also can say that cause i want save money ma. today five of them at near bookshop there sit ma. pooi peng and ching li eat same thing, then jing mun eat rice with chicken. haha. then me and lee yen didnt eat. lee yen not in good mood, i think la. when jing mun finish eating, i saw the chicken drumstick just left bone ma. then i say ''poor wei hung, left bone only''. then five of us laugh. haha.

haiz, shwu shen today never go to school. she go take ic wor. then she go g.i.s, her mum want see the school facilities. cause maybe next year shwu shen gotta change school to g.i.s lo. haiz, sob shwu shen gotta change school. haha, she gotta same school with ron and micheal. haha, match. haha.

forgot to say something. today the jonathan and wai kit keep smsing me from morning when i reach school till after school. walao, 30 something messages. their phone too much money is it. waste money. my phone keep vibrating, in class and hall also recieve message. kacaunya. yiish.

erm hem, looks like today so many things happen hor. erm, nothing to say already. hehe. bye.

[ getting better now ]

hmm. i'm getting better now. just now i'm fed up of thinking back those things i've did. when i type the post, suddenly there is thunder and lightning outside. my mum told me to off the comp so i off it. then i angry the stupid comp, so lie at bed there, then suddenly fell asleep. after waking up, i'm okay liao. all my mood came back. hehe. erm hem, i still got something to say that happen in school this morning. hehe.

today year six got the what block teaching ma, aiyo i dont know how to spell la, whatever. then some of 6d students come inot our class lo. got lee yen, pooi peng, kar lun, wai hung, darren, shaun, pruso and dont know who la. then tzu kuang tell say that 6d students come in then will have noise pollution ma. then teacher scold him lo. but then quite noisy de when they come in. haiz, but never mind. fun cause study with different class student. but not counted as study la, we just sit there doing work. lols.

today lunch time, four of us infront the hall that time, we saw some 6a and 6d boys ma. then jing mun leh, she keep pushing me, want me go stand with some 6a boys then when we saw 6d boys, i want push kar yen de, but scared she angry. you know la. hehe, nothing. if i say then i'll die, hehe. but i wont tell jing mun want push me to which 6a boys de. i also dont know why she want push la. i also dont like 6a boys, or not they dont know meh.

anyway, now quite late liao. gotta off comp liao. bye.

[ why why why ]

somemore what you all want from me. i've already apologize to everyone in my old blog once. then in my second blog the first post, i apologize again. now. the third blog. dont worry so much. i'll apologize again if you still dont forgive me. what have i done? is it i owe something from all of you for my whole life? i know everybody in school hates me, know bout what i've scold to the one i dont like. but all i said is truth. i can swear. why is everybody still angry at me? what you all want me to do then just tell. i can swear that i'm not wrong, but i still apologize. you all were thinking that you all are right, and i'm wrong. so i apologize. so now you all still want what? why?

today after school, me, shwu shen and kar yen walk down to the staircase from first floor there. then one girl saw me. she said what you know. she say what ''i love jiro, okay, i love jiro'' infront of me. do you think that this can make me jealous? no, it wont. cause i dont believe she really love jiro. and i know that girl is someone's sister's best friend. thats why that girl hate me so so much. and seems like i doesnt even know her. but once she saw me, she say ''i love jiro, okay, i love jiro''. is it to make me feel that i'm the one wrong. you all want me to admit. fine, i admit i'm wrong. so what you all still want?

and i'm so regret of moving to kl. and that year actually i have to refuse my mum and dad. they decide to move to kl. and they asked us whether want or not. and i answered yes. i'm so regret of this. if i never move to kl, i wont have this kind of life. wondering if i'm in melaka with my best friend kai wee, sure i have alot of happines. but now in kl, i dont feel that i'm happy in school. if i never move to kl, no one will know me so no one will hate me. this is the result. see, walk till where, say till where. everywhere i go, everybody saying bout me.

i didnt did anything to your best friend's sister. and you no need to be so so fake, keep pretending you are good to friends. i dont know you. you dont know me. and i know this afternoon, whats the prupose of what you said to me, want me make out of control ma. then i scold in blog. then you go print my post. show teacher. this is lousy excuses. many people uses this. go change a better excuse la. wtf. and blog is my personal things, you have no right to show teacher and complain bout it. if you really complain bout it just because of little thing, then i have something seriously to tell you. you are sensitive.

[ ponteng sekolah ? ]

lol. jonathan said that i ponteng sekolah today. i never go school. but ponteng sekolah is without my mum knowing one ma. but she know i never go school wor. i slept over, when i wake up already 9am something liao. me yesterday bad bad. haiz. i yesterday 1am only sleep. and i heard shwu shen say that tomorrow assembly mr khaw want check our finger nail and hair one by one. omg. i'm dieing this time. just now i go cut my finger nail liao but my hair touch the uniform collar already de wor. tomorrow reach school i better tie it up. hehe. but i also have to bring rubber band de ma. forgot liao. hehe.

and now is 5.30pm something. omg. later i gotta have tuition liao. erm bout 6pm something lo. haiz, still got half an hours, i still can blogging wiht my own sweet time. lol, but i nothing to blog bout. haha. i also nothing to blog liao. bb.

[ everything has changed ]

omg. this morning when i reach school, i saw the front door there got a big whole. za dao. like secondary de. somemore later everyone from outside saw what we doing inside. not use to it la. one thing very funny is kar yen cut her hair. hmm, among three of us, i cut my hair first de right? then hor, when i cut liao, the whole class laugh till stomach pain. then when shwu shen cut, some laugh lo like neric and tzu kuang and dont know who else. then when kar yen cut, no one dares to laugh. otherwise she cry. haha. then later me and shwu shen gotta laugh till stomach pain liao. psps. today lunch time me and shwu shen half walking half laughing ma. then we bang each other lo. then let till the jing mun see. then she say she take photo what me and shwu shen like lasbian de. lol. i not lasbian de okay. anyway, i dont know how to spell lasbian. haiz. i simply spell one. after the holiday everything has changed. arh har, i know one more thing changed liao. hehe.

my old school best friend said that i've changed alot, hehe. maybe i become more stupid lo. i'm sure you all see what i wrote in my msn personal message. i really thought that i've moved to kl and forever wont meet back them. but not, kai wee came and add me in msn. first i almost forget who is her, but at last i thought back. my class got bout 40 something of pupils, i only remember her. just her. haiz, my memories really all had lost. just like i've started a new life. and now, all the sweet memories with my old friends had gone. cant think back. really no idea. maybe this is god's idea. haiz, never mind. anyway, now, i really miss sjkc yok bin so much. there's where i started to learn mandarin. once i've moved to kl, my mandarin started become weak cause long time never learn. really want wake my self up. haiz. and i just know that kai wee become leng lui alot liao. hehe.

erm, i gotta stop blogging liao. busy chatting with shwu shen, ching li, jun jian and wai chung ma. in the conversation so messy. so confused. well, really have to stop liao. bb

[ leng zai jiro and his cute heng dais ]

wow, the leaves so wierd de.


very yeng.


jiro and danson, so cute.


xiao xiao da ren wu.


just wake up?


so many plants de.


so many ferries behind there.


handsomezz.


jiro holding a frying pan, haha.


four of them so cute.


chinese new year belum sampai, psps.


see jiro so yeng.


shuang mian fei lun hai, second album, hehe.

[ happy birthday , my beloved jiro ]

(japanese version)
ハッピーバースデーをする、
ハッピーバースデーをする、
お誕生日おめでとう、誕生日おめでとう
お誕生日おめでとうされます。

(korean version)
생일을 축하합니다,
생일을 축하합니다,
생일 축하 생일 축하 해요,
생일을 축하합니다.

(portuguese version)
feliz aniversário para você,
feliz aniversário para você,
feliz aniversário feliz aniversário,
feliz aniversário para você.

(russian version)
с днем рождения Вас,
с днем рождения Вас,
с днем рождения с днем рождения,
С Днем Рождения вас.

(english version)
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday happy birthday,
happy birthday to you.


HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY, MY BELOVED JIRO! ^^

[ my first post ]

hehe. i nothing to do then simply create a blog. really bored la now. holidays are so bored. thats why i hate holidays. no holidays at least can go school, have fun with friends. these days during holidays i'm with family, lame la. haiz. i bad leh. omg. my mum called me. i gtg liao. bb.