[ why why why ]

somemore what you all want from me. i've already apologize to everyone in my old blog once. then in my second blog the first post, i apologize again. now. the third blog. dont worry so much. i'll apologize again if you still dont forgive me. what have i done? is it i owe something from all of you for my whole life? i know everybody in school hates me, know bout what i've scold to the one i dont like. but all i said is truth. i can swear. why is everybody still angry at me? what you all want me to do then just tell. i can swear that i'm not wrong, but i still apologize. you all were thinking that you all are right, and i'm wrong. so i apologize. so now you all still want what? why?

today after school, me, shwu shen and kar yen walk down to the staircase from first floor there. then one girl saw me. she said what you know. she say what ''i love jiro, okay, i love jiro'' infront of me. do you think that this can make me jealous? no, it wont. cause i dont believe she really love jiro. and i know that girl is someone's sister's best friend. thats why that girl hate me so so much. and seems like i doesnt even know her. but once she saw me, she say ''i love jiro, okay, i love jiro''. is it to make me feel that i'm the one wrong. you all want me to admit. fine, i admit i'm wrong. so what you all still want?

and i'm so regret of moving to kl. and that year actually i have to refuse my mum and dad. they decide to move to kl. and they asked us whether want or not. and i answered yes. i'm so regret of this. if i never move to kl, i wont have this kind of life. wondering if i'm in melaka with my best friend kai wee, sure i have alot of happines. but now in kl, i dont feel that i'm happy in school. if i never move to kl, no one will know me so no one will hate me. this is the result. see, walk till where, say till where. everywhere i go, everybody saying bout me.

i didnt did anything to your best friend's sister. and you no need to be so so fake, keep pretending you are good to friends. i dont know you. you dont know me. and i know this afternoon, whats the prupose of what you said to me, want me make out of control ma. then i scold in blog. then you go print my post. show teacher. this is lousy excuses. many people uses this. go change a better excuse la. wtf. and blog is my personal things, you have no right to show teacher and complain bout it. if you really complain bout it just because of little thing, then i have something seriously to tell you. you are sensitive.